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MAYUKUROCHAN

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I just want to make it very clear that I don't post my work anywhere except for deviantart, my tumblr (through the devianart share button), and my personal facebook (through the deviantart share button/ if I made a picture for anyone and gave it to them through Facebook ).

My Puppet Master drawings seem to be popular here, tumblr, and on others sites. In particular, Dread Central. I didn't give permission to repost, I don't have an account there, nor do I even go on that website.

Next are my OC's being posted on Greek Mythology.com www.greekmythology.com/picture… I DID NOT GIVE PERMISSION TO THIS SITE. And why there? Only one of my oc's is based on something cultural that may or may not be considered mythology (depending on who you ask). It's not even Greek. The other is an earlier design of my OC Honey. I honestly don't see how my oc's belong on this website, but whatever. I didn't give permission. 
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    While I love making fan art and in particular angsty fan art of my favorite characters, I really feel the need to doodle or sketch the things I usually like. It's not that there's anything stopping me from creating original art, it's just that fan art allows me to express myself through my favorite characters and series. It's also a lot faster to create. 

    When I draw my favorite characters, it's a mixture of simply just liking something that appeals to me as well as expressing myself through fictional characters that I can relate to (In some way). 

    An issue with creating original art is that it can be a bit too personal--too emotional. Like how I express myself with fan art, I feel more transparent with original. It's not necessarily that I'm hiding who I am, it's just that I'm revealing more about myself. Besides, for some of you who know me in person/who I am, I'm the same person--you're just viewing a visual diary. However, I feel like telling a bit of it.

    Fan art and original art are some of the many ways that I [cope] with my "angst" and [other internal struggles]. To give a bit of a self analysis shortcut, I don't actually try to make it a goal to draw-out or allude to relevant issues, I mostly draw, doodle, sketch, paint, etc images based on my personal experiences and current emotions. It helps me feel more at peace with myself even if only in the moment.
    
    Perhaps my expressions are a result of youth--after all, aren't there other 20-something year-olds who cope in either similar or different forms with difficult emotions? Not to try to sound like a special-snowflake, if I could somehow transfer/receive the essence of the inner turmoils of my peers, the lack of communication and occasionally support makes me feel pretty isolated. After all, housing and producing so many morbid thoughts is incredibly unhealthy--that I recognize.
    
    [Regardless of my personal seventh ring of Hell, my artistic expression brings about a sense of euphoria. It's a regenerative state--a state of cleanliness. Until I need to shed myself of more emotional baggage, creating original art can be difficult as well beneficial.]

    Hopefully, when I have more free time, I can have the luxury of sitting down and creating more original art. 
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A lot of my stuff is usually taken with my phone because I can't get my scanner to work. But, when I post pics of my doodles, they almost always will be crooked or have a some sliver of something else in the corner. Mostly because they're doodles and don't care that much about their presentation other than "hey check out this doodle i did that i like."

My more serious pics with the exeption of larger pieces will tend to be straighter. Larger pieces are a pain to photograph and I tend to like the look.
Serious smaller pic--I try to at least make more editing efforts. 

Otherwise, I'm just a busy person that doesn't quite know when they'll get their scanner working. 
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HEY, SORRY!

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I'm really sorry if I accidentally "requested" for your work to be in the Mayuri Madness fc if it's not related to Mayuri. I found that deviant art is pretty weird on mobile. I'll be scrolling on mobile and I'll end up accidentally adding something to my favorites or to the group. It's so weird. Once again, sorry if some random fan club adds your oil painting or unrelated fan art. 

For anyone wondering, it's a BLEACH character fan club for the character Mayuri Kurotsuchi/ Kurotsuchi, Mayuri (whichever, however--dub/sub/scans/bought) and anything to do with the Twelfth Division/Squad.

Currently, :iconbluepoisonlily:/:iconmiriamgr89: and I have been co-foundering/running the group. 
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